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Ship in a Bottle of Dreams by Kailani-e, literature

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Ship in a Bottle of Dreams

Old bottle of wine New bottle of gin You dreamed a thousand ships One filled each drunken bin Oh Captain, if you only had been Content with your drinks, the ships in your bottles, and never incensed the Sea Five ships in one go Five gins for the Sea with clouded eyes, cast Into the violent deep The storm was in my heart the lightning lit starboard and your shadow was a ship Drowning in the water gourd I’ll make every ship A tearful of seas Maybe there is magic In your bottle dreams I’ll refill your glasses With sorrow’s water And maybe your ships Will float for your lover The sails will rustle Fly forth on crying sea A

One Dollar Trust by Kailani-e, literature

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One Dollar Trust

“Hey, you have my dollar yet?” “Uhhh, I was walking down the hallway and someone stole it from me!” “Oh… Okay, well just bring it next time okay.” “Heya! You have it now?” “Yes I do, but uhhh. I’m using it to buy a snack with.” “But don’t you owe me money?” “I’ll give it to you next time.” “Hello. My friend said that you have my dollar.” “Oh… Uh. I don’t. I just told her that because I thought you weren’t here.” “Excuse me?” “It’s just a dollar.” “Where&r

Taught Silence by Kailani-e, literature

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Taught Silence

Silence is not natural It is taught Between hours of beatings From when I “talked back” Between a maelstrom of people Who are everyone’s friends But yours Silence is taught On the bookshelves of teachers Between worksheets in class After the pledge of allegiance In that moment of silence Silence is taught Under hide and go seek From “don’t speak when I am speaking” To between the jaws Of the bloody boogey man Silence is taught Between taller men And shredded wrists Through snowflake dreams Condemned to sleep Silence lies taut Around my neck And to the ceiling Hanging by a thread And taught silence Snaps my

The Need (Sometimes) by Kailani-e, literature

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The Need (Sometimes)

Sometimes, it’s about what I need. A shoulder to cry on, a listening ear. None of which he provides. There are voices and laughter unspoken and bottled like undrunken wine that are stored in my breast. Things that I need to crack open and taste on my bitter tongue. I want someone to share the tangy, sweet, gruesome alcohol with. Then he’s not what I need. Sometimes, it’s about what he needs. A wall to post angst onto, something that will never leave even if he does. All of which I do my best to give. A friend in all possible senses and maybe a little bit more that he doesn’t know he needs. A bike which sometimes drive

Types by Kailani-e, literature

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Types

#1 He is a messed up Sadist On the inside though He is a Masochist Lonely and used to that Loneliness Cracked and broken and when I get too close I might touch the glass He cuts me before I can touch the smooth #2 He would be the ideal boyfriend He is lovable Charitable and well, popular He is the talent most wish to be His laughter caries like An infectious wind Everything my mom wishes for me #1 He however I can laugh and talk to His cracks are where I pour my water I don't have to smooth my edges To match his grooves My laughter sounds Real in the air #2 He however I find difficult to speak With, my words must stumble And line in straig

Yellow Skin by Kailani-e, literature

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Yellow Skin

Yellow skin means parchment Of decades of wear and age For pens and pencils to write And scribe their unending façade But yellow skin means A+ Good children and good grades Studying at all hours And paving the way To doctors and scholars And prodigies and collars It means smart people That’s what they say Yellow skin means freedom And bright sunset colors To shine original and different In the monotone blue sky But yellow skin means crying And lusting after fairer skin Fairer eyes for when they sell A million books on your type What else is there to do But follow their plot You tell me I have choices But none ever can I see

A Summer of Silence by Kailani-e, literature

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A Summer of Silence

It was a summer of silence – Yet a silence must be made For tender hot kisses In endless binding rain Warm was the sun On my white skinned back And his feeling he brought Filling in the cracks Yet I found the silence confusing And the rupturing love gone I’m clinging on to silence Because that’s his ghostly song He has a way of bringing Down my wings of cheer And placing a heart In his dark cage of fear Fear of sorrow and of silence Of losing what was near Suddenly it was not love The reason I want him here Now I’ve finally found Whatever are these chains And that summer of “longing” Accursed by the ra

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Ship in a Bottle of Dreams by Kailani-e, literature

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Taught Silence by Kailani-e, literature

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The Need (Sometimes) by Kailani-e, literature

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The Need (Sometimes)

Types by Kailani-e, literature

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Yellow Skin by Kailani-e, literature

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A Summer of Silence by Kailani-e, literature

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Holiday Card Project 2012 by Heidi, journal

Holiday Card Project 2012

Nov 7, 2012

It's back! With the goal of bringing a little cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the deviantART Holiday Card Project connects deviants from around the world and applies their tremendous artistic abilities in designing and creating uplifting holiday cards. In past years, the Project has received more than 5,000 cards sent in by more than 1,000 deviants from 50 different countries/political regions. Cards were then divvied up and distributed in-person by deviantART members to local Los Angeles, CA hospitals, with additional cards given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for hospital staff members to hand out

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About Kailani-e

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Artist // Student // Traditional Art

Dec 20
United States
Deviant for 12 years
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PROLONGED HIATUS - DO NOT EXPECT ACTIVITY

Hiya! I'm Kailani! I do photo manipulations, bookcovers, and traditional art (favorite). Posting a lot of art (I think :P) and not studying! I love writing and do it frequently. Um. Yea....

-Lately I've seen a lot of other Deviants having a message posted right around here. So I'm posting it to (it makes sense...) "Please, no use of my artwork (copying and pasting, printing, claiming) my artwork without my express permission, thank you!" I would like to invoke that same rule with my artwork. So please don't use my artwork without my permission. Thank you!

Recently I've started taking commissions! If you want one please note me! The prices are posted here> kailani-e.deviantart.com/journ…

Favourite Visual Artist

Yuumei, Nebezial, muju, Josephine Wall, etc~

Favourite Movies

Spirit (Stallion of the Cimaron), Lord of the Rings Trilogy

Favourite TV Shows

Anime

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Vocaloid! Etc. xD

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, For the Win, His Dark Materials Trilogy, Leviathon Trilogy

Favourite Writers

Cory Doctorow, JK Rowling,

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy, Mabinogi

Other Interests

Writing, Reading, Writing, Crocheting, Writing

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Kailani-e

May 15, 2013

Summeeerrrrr Art

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Hey! My inactivity period is almost over (yersh!). I have one big AP exam this Friday and then its ovvveeerrr!!! I can draw more and get through all these notifs! XD I'm planning to finish the Commission for my friend Dan, and also a request. Then I'll be doing some original work and mayybbeeee a manga/graphic novel sort of thing! Just some things to look forward to! How are you guys doing? ~Have a Fantastic Cup of Tea

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Kailani-e

Apr 2, 2013

It's Been too Long!

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It's been too long! Hello again though! I haven't been on because I've been doing homework -__-. It's half great, now I go to sleep early and all that stuff, and then I don't get to draw or get on here. It's spring break for me though so I'm (temporarily) back! :D :D :D I'm going to start working on my commissions again, some personal pieces, and a contest! Hopefully you'll get to see some stuff soon! Here's the order of my work: (and I'm sorry all these commissions take ages to finish; I am also not taking anymore commissions/requests till I finish these) 1. AmericanWriter's Bard 2. DanDanni's Morgan Carpenter 3. Request/Personal Works :

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Kailani-e

Jan 1, 2013

Happy New Years!

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Happy New Years Everyone! :D Got those Resolutions? Or something? xD I've basically sat around all day, playing, drawing, doing homework, SAT book work, etc... :D How's your first day been?

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WinterWolf10

Jan 1, 2015

Just wanted to stop by and wish you a Happy New Year!

Kailani-e

Jan 9, 2015

Awh Thank you! Happy very late New Years to you as well ^U^ Sadly I haven't been on very much... And there's so much in my inbox @_@

WinterWolf10

Jan 10, 2015

You're welcome! And that's alright!

I totally understand. I've been on break, but I've still been really busy.

thisthatagain

Oct 19, 2014

Hi, me again! How have you been doing?

Kailani-e

Jan 9, 2015

Super late reply! Hello! I am great! Happy New Years by the way >< And how are you?

thisthatagain

Jan 9, 2015

I've been good, been dealing with school and stuff.
Man, it has been a good while since we last chatted. How are you as well?

Kailani-e

Feb 16, 2015

Yeah, it's been awhile :/ I've been doing pretty great.
Just a lot of stress with school things as well.
Haha, wish the world would give us a break every once in a while -sighhh-

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